I once had a dream that I died.
But it wasn’t sad or scary; it was beautiful.
Because I was reborn in all the memories that I’ve seen and in all the people that I’ve met along the way.
I lived a full life and although at times it might have not felt like it, I cherished every moment of it.
When I awoke to my younger self it felt strange and unfamiliar as I grew so acquainted with the wrinkles and my elderly skin.
Once the feeling of perplexity wore off, a peaceful warmth settled all over my and mind.
I now knew that there was nothing to be afraid of, that every tear would let us dream of forgotten lands, that every smile was teaching us the wisdom of silliness, that every scream was part of the soundscape we call life.
Wet afternoon thoughts
I am dirty can you handle it?
You said you loved the filthy
And the polyamorous
So don’t waste time like you always do
Im overheated, melting away
Careful now, we’re right on the edge
Between heaven and hell
Or the politics of Cop26 And the realms of divine 69
I should be sad and I am but not just my tears are wet
Oceans are rising in my panties
Sticky and hot, ready for you to explore
Consequences are a bore
Friction isn’t smooth so prepare to break
We take and we take and we take
So take me now and make forget
Ignorance is bliss, don’t think just yet
Am I provoking? Don’t you like my tone
Choke me for pleasure, I love it in here
Out there my cries aren’t heard, in here they make you hard
Right here, right now and we hate that we don’t care
But in this moment, I want it all
I’m your sinner, disgusting and greedy
I want my dreams, want the things that love can’t buy
This need I won’t deny
My father doesn’t know I call you daddy
But Gaia knows that she is dying
How sick can we be, I want to play
Take me to the theatre of lust
A free show, just the two us
Any minute now and I’ll erupt
Too late for us to turn back
You preach but love the comfort way too much
Sweet angel, isn’t that also a little corrupt
I adore our little games
But this ain’t Venus love, we’re burning up
The liquid of Gods evaporating in flames
My curvy body, like heaven he claims
Sweat dripping, last heavenly drops of life
Next time invite your wife
Little darling stands throat deep in water, clever one knows not to let her head down now
One last bow, the show is over
Are you proud of your legacy?
Or is it hard to think breathlessly
Fucking in the moonlight of a peaceful world,
Where garden lanterns illuminate the paradise in bloom
And dreams are dancing in the many suns
Our morning love, sweeter than warm cinnamon buns
On cloud nine no one drowns
Oh how sweet and unreachable that sounds
White Pillars full of knowledge reaching for the blue
A portal of stained glass channeling the gentle warmth
Clear sunlight dances as sparkles on her porcelain skin
Paradise blowing me a kiss while soft lips meet hot afternoon tea
Our fine China is especially delicate today
In here the colour palette lives for green and white
Out there only red is known
The smell of Italian herbs warms the air
I see your dimples smile while we’re floating in a red wine sea
My garden lanterns illuminate the paradise in bloom
Soft summer rain giving life to poetry
Dreams dancing in the many suns
Our morning love, sweeter than warm cinnamon buns
The summer meadow knows all good is infinite
